A NEW PHASE BECKONS...

For those who've seen my blog off and on in the past... would realize that I haven't added anything to it in the past year or so... well thats for quite a few reasons... firstly, I had gotten bored of blogging... secondly, my college had been screwing up with the blog access with firewalls and stuff so couldn't access... thirdly, life had been quite busy and fulfilling for most part of last year so did not feel the need to vent out...

NOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED...

for those who remember the intro to my blog once said...

"Studying law at AIL Mohali, has brought forth many experiences... some good, some not so good... Here they are as they happen..."

well law got finished and naukri started... (hence the corny intro has been introduced in my blog)...

COLLEGE... my love my life... my friends... my heart aches and heart breaks... my first love... my first serious relationship... my first breakup... my first tears for lost love... my truest and dearest friends... my first joint ;) (I never said I was a saint!!)... my wins and my losses... what makes me "ME" thats what I learnt in COLLGE...

Alas those days are over... I don't think the feeling has yet sunk in... ABHI BHI LAGTA HAI... KI SUBAH KOI JUNIOR UTHAYEGA... CLASS LAGAAOONGA... NEGI DUBEY KHANDI AUR MAIN CLASSES KE BEECH MEIN SUTTA MAARNE AAOONGA... PRIYA SE BREAK CAFE MEIN MILOONGA... THEN MY AFTERNOON SIESTA... AFTR CLASSES... THEN OFF TO COMP LAB TO PASS TIME... MEET PRIYA AND OTHERS IN BASKETBALL COURT IN D EVENIN... 9 PM... DUBEY KA KAMRA... SUTTA AUR PATTE... DUBEY AUR MANYU EK TEAM VERSUS REST OF THE WORLD...

Yes... that is how I lived... and loved it...

Things can never be the same...

Manyu and Akash are no more (May GOD bless their souls... love u guys... always)

the birds have grown... spread their wings and flown...

koii kahi to koii kahi... come to think of it... baaki sab to saath mein hai... main hi jungle mein baitha hoon...

I don't know... not very happy where I am right now... work not to my liking... its shit... lonely... feeling of emptiness and desolation (for other reasons besides work and friends...) pata nahi what life has in store for me... shaayad kuch behtar... shaayad kuch battar...

In the end the lyrics of a song... which I've grown to love...

Folks said that you found someone new

To do the thing I used to do for you

Just call my name, I'm not ashamed

I'll come running back to you

Can't sleep goodnight, I can't eat a bite

When you were mine I didn't sweet your right

Just call my name, I know, I know I'm not ashamed

I'll come running back to you

Just like a king, I've lost everything

I sit all alone on my throne

I've got my pride deep down inside

I'm yours, I'm yours alone

I try to forget, had no regrets

This love about could always start anew

Just call my name, wooh, I know I'm not asamed

I'll come running back to you

I don't know where the game of life will take me... hope its someplace nice...