Well was just going through the post preceeding this one. About ten days old... How much happens in ten days...

How opinions that have remained for long, about people change. How you at points of time realise you can be hurtful unknowingly... How others can realise the full extent of your insecurities, and how small you can feel about them yourselves.

The sad part is not being misunderstood, its more sad to be understood for the first time in your life and that to as a selfish and hollow person, when you've always been like this.

Tell U a little secret, difficult to accept, especially by a guy like me who'd always like to show himself as the all knowing, pompous ass with an attitude. Well the truth is I would be the most insecure person around, I have issues with everything, with friends, with family, with love...

Some how I've always felt that they have always let me down in one way or another, I've always felt hurt and moved on... but maybe, something's wrong with me, maybe I expect too much, maybe what I expect something that does not exist... It feels so hollow and life seems so without purpose, to realize what you've always wanted is just a dream that shall always remain unfulfilled...

FOR PRIYA

FOR Ms PRIYA AIYAPPA... ON THE OCCASSION OF STANDING ME FOR SIX CONSECUTIVE MONTHS SUCCESSFULLY.

LOVE U...

TO KILL A MOCKING BIRD

HAD THE OPPORTUNITY OF READING THIS BOOK DURING EXAMS (BULK OF MY READING TAKES PLACE DURING EXAMS).

THE BOOK TALKS OF SMALL TOWN ALABAMA, THE PREJUDICES OF THE COLOUR OF THE SKIN, AND ITS EFFECTS ON THE FAMILY, ESPECIALLY THE YOUNG CHILDREN OF A MIDDLE AGED LAWYER DEFENDING A BLACK ACCUSED OF RAPING A WHITE GIRL.

THE BOOK DEFINITELY STANDS OUT AND MAKES ME WANT TO READ MORE OF HARPER LEE (AND I'M NOT AN EASY PERSON TO BE PLEASED).

OFF TO B'LORE

FINALLY!! I MAKE A MOVE FROM THIS PLACE FOR BANGALORE TOMORROW. DAFF TERE KO BOLA THA KUCH BHEJNA HO TO BATA DENA PAR TO AALASI KUCH KAAM TIME SE NAHI KARTA.

ITS PRETTY HOT OUT HERE. YESTERDAY THERE WAS A SKIMRISH IN A NEARBY DISTRICT AND FIVE PEOPLE WERE KILLED IN POLICE FIRING, ALL FOR WATER!! CAN U BEAT THAT... BLOOD IS CHEAPER THAN WATER IN RAJASTHAN.

MAKES U THINK WHY IS THERE SUCH A BIG HASSLE ON PART OF WATER RICH STATES (NAMELY PUNJAB) TO RELEASE WATER.

CONGRATULATIONS

Hello People!!

Hey Johnny and Nandy Congratulations for clearing the Merit. Now Get to work Go Meet the VC and get your results out as soon as possible... YAR JOHN TERI BAHUT YAAD AAYEGI, TU HUME CHOOD KE JAA RAHA HAI. NANDY BHAI AB HUME PASS HONE KE LIYE IMPORTANT QUESTIONS KAUN BATAYEGA. TERE KO BAHUT MISS KARENGE PANDIT.

SAALON IMA JAA KE HUME BHOOL MAT JAANA. APNA ADDRESS BHEJNA. WE'LL WRITE YOU LETTERS.

BEST OF LUCK AND GOD BLESS.

JAIPUR

By God!! Its so hot out here... Reached here yesterday at 8.00 PM. It was so hot even then I nearly baked.

From Delhi till this place there was a constant dust storm. Thank God Priya U weren't there otherwise it would have most definitely triggered off your Asthama.

Hey Kaus, my dad has asked me to send my CV to a family friend. Apparently he knows someone who may be able to get me an internship in Delhi. I ain't too keen on it. I think its a li'l unethical to leave Paras Kuhad who has already confirmed the internship. What say U??

Oh!! the newspapers report that 5 people died in the dust storm.

Exams are OVER

Whee!! the damn thing is finally over. Pretty boring though, it was better than attending mindless and boring classes.

Now for some R & R. If anybody got anything to send to B'lore... I'm your man. Avail of the opportunity free of cost.

Internships round the corner... Time for some Kick ass hard work as well. Hope get paid this time as well.

Keep U posted on the Life and Times of Achintya Kaushik...

Do please read... I NEED THE HITS!!!

ASPIRATIONS FOR AN MBA

THE TIME BEFORE ENVIRONMENTAL WAS NOT A TOTAL WASTE. GATHERED SOME SERIOUS INFO. ABOUT MBA. MAN ITS HARD WORK.

HAVE TO REALLY WORK ON MY MATHS, EVEN THEN I DON'T STAND A CHANCE NO WHERE (PATHETIC MATHS...THAT'S THE REASON). WILL HAVE TO START STUDYING MATHS FROM THE VERY BEGINNING (VI ONWARDS) TO DEVELOP SOME SKILLS AND EVEN FOR AN OUTSIDE SHOT AT EVEN A DECENT B- SCHOOL.

Four Down One to Go

Well four papers down, one more to go... when I saw down I MEAN DOWN. Not exactly out but pretty much down. The less you study, the more lightly you take a paper the worse it turns out to be. Can you beat that, I did considerably well in Juris, IPC and TPA but screwed Environmental.

Now the last one Military Law Remains... Oh GOD!! give me courage to be a li'l more serious about this last paper so that I can study and be a little serious about it.

EXAMS ARE A SERIOUS BORE