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AGAINST THE WIND...

BEAUTIFUL WORDS... THINK THEY SUMMARIZE WHAT LIFE TRULY MEANS....
It seems like yesterday
But it was long ago
Janie was lovely, she was the queen of my nights
There in the darkness with the radio playing low
And the secrets that we shared
The mountains that we moved
Caught like a wildfire out of control
Till there was nothing left to burn and nothing left to prove

And I remember what she said to me
How she swore that it never would end
I remember how she held me oh so tight
Wish I didn't know now what I didn't know then

Against the wind
We were running against the wind
We were young and strong, we were running
Against the wind

And the years rolled slowly past
And I found myself alone
Surrounded bv strangers I thought were my friends
I found myself further and further from my home
And I guess I lost my way
There were oh so many roads
I was living to run and running to live
Never worried about paying or even how much I owed

Moving eight miles a minute for months at a time
Breaking all of the rules that would bend
I began to find myself searchin'
Searching for shelter again and again

Against the wind
A little something against the wind
I found myself seeking shelter
Against the wind

Well those drifters' days are past me now
I've got so much more to think about
Deadlines and commitments
What to leave in
What to leave out Against the wind I'm still runnin' against the wind I'm older now but still running

Against the wind
Well I'm older now and
I'm still running
Against the wind...

BOB SEGER & THE SILVER BULLETS

PHOENIX!!!

Most of you must have heard about the legendary bird.... besides having magical powers, being the symbol of fire and strength, it is supposed to have self healing powers. Moreover, its tears as well have healing powers and cure the greatest of bodily injuries by man or beast....

But none of its qualities is as astounding as the one which envelopes its demise... The phoenix, when it realizes that its time has come... builds a nest out of cinnamon twigs and sits on it and bursts into flames.... burns and dies... and then from the ashes the phoenix is reborn... young and healthy and strong again...

Life's for me is like that (atleast thats what I'm trying to convince myself!!) with failures and adominitions... with sorrows and hardships with griefs and tears... I become an old phoenix.... tired and disconsolate... yet I must go on... strive on... coz I will be reborn... let bygones be bygones... let the pain and sorrow go... wipe off the failures off my brow... coz like the phoenix I will be reborn... from ashes of failures will success rise.... from the death of unfulfilled dreams... new hopes shall rise... life's not about looking back but learning from mistakes... life's not about what could have been but what can be mine... life not about mulling over mistakes but making efforts to cover them... its not about sitting on my hands but doing something about it...

I may not like my life today... but that dosen stop me for trying for tomorrow... noone can say what the future holds for them... but I know this... I have to be the phoenix... I have to rise from the ashes... coz life's an ongoing struggle in all walks... professional, personal emotional... so what if I have a bad hand today... so what if nothing is going my way today... tomorrow may be different... and hopefully more beautiful...

So I shall carry on... hoping for the best...

random musings of the sleep deprived...

khaali khaali sa man hai...
na koii chahat na umang hai...

jaane ye kaisa waqt aaya hai zindagi mein...
jab gam ka koii ant hi nahi hai....

generally feeling depressed... pata nahi... kya galti ki maine...
kyon dhokha diya tumne... not once but twice...

it happens only with Achintya Kaushik...
itne bure bhi hum na the...
shayad unke laayak hum kabhi naa the...

par itna hi kahoonga tujhe aiye dost...
hume rulane waale kabhi khush na reh sake...

In a drunken stupor...

BAHUT DINO BAAD DOSTON K SAATH BAITH KAR DARU PI... KANISHK SIR HAD COME DOWN FROM DELHI... PI TO LI... JAB UTRI TO INTERNET PE APNE KO PAAYA AUR YE HI YAAD AAYA...

Where do I begin,
To tell the story of how great a love can be,
The sweet love story that is older than the sea,
The simple truth about the love she brings to me.

Where do I start?
With her first hello,
She gave new meaning to this empty world of mine,
There would never be another love, another time;
She came into my life and made the living fine,
She fills my heart...

She fills my heart with very special things,
With angels songs , with wild imaginings,
She fills my soul with so much love,
That everywhere I go I'm never lonely,
With you my love, who could be lonely I reach for her hand its always there.

How long does it last,
Can love be measured by the hours in a day,
I have no answers now but this much ,
I can say I know,
I'll need her till the stars all burn away,
And she'll be there...

I'm a sad pathetic person!!

FINALLY...

09.10.2007 . . . the day I appeared in court for the first time...

A NEW PHASE BECKONS...

For those who've seen my blog off and on in the past... would realize that I haven't added anything to it in the past year or so... well thats for quite a few reasons... firstly, I had gotten bored of blogging... secondly, my college had been screwing up with the blog access with firewalls and stuff so couldn't access... thirdly, life had been quite busy and fulfilling for most part of last year so did not feel the need to vent out...

NOW THINGS HAVE CHANGED...

for those who remember the intro to my blog once said...

"Studying law at AIL Mohali, has brought forth many experiences... some good, some not so good... Here they are as they happen..."

well law got finished and naukri started... (hence the corny intro has been introduced in my blog)...

COLLEGE... my love my life... my friends... my heart aches and heart breaks... my first love... my first serious relationship... my first breakup... my first tears for lost love... my truest and dearest friends... my first joint ;) (I never said I was a saint!!)... my wins and my losses... what makes me "ME" thats what I learnt in COLLGE...

Alas those days are over... I don't think the feeling has yet sunk in... ABHI BHI LAGTA HAI... KI SUBAH KOI JUNIOR UTHAYEGA... CLASS LAGAAOONGA... NEGI DUBEY KHANDI AUR MAIN CLASSES KE BEECH MEIN SUTTA MAARNE AAOONGA... PRIYA SE BREAK CAFE MEIN MILOONGA... THEN MY AFTERNOON SIESTA... AFTR CLASSES... THEN OFF TO COMP LAB TO PASS TIME... MEET PRIYA AND OTHERS IN BASKETBALL COURT IN D EVENIN... 9 PM... DUBEY KA KAMRA... SUTTA AUR PATTE... DUBEY AUR MANYU EK TEAM VERSUS REST OF THE WORLD...

Yes... that is how I lived... and loved it...

Things can never be the same...

Manyu and Akash are no more (May GOD bless their souls... love u guys... always)

the birds have grown... spread their wings and flown...

koii kahi to koii kahi... come to think of it... baaki sab to saath mein hai... main hi jungle mein baitha hoon...

I don't know... not very happy where I am right now... work not to my liking... its shit... lonely... feeling of emptiness and desolation (for other reasons besides work and friends...) pata nahi what life has in store for me... shaayad kuch behtar... shaayad kuch battar...

In the end the lyrics of a song... which I've grown to love...

Folks said that you found someone new

To do the thing I used to do for you

Just call my name, I'm not ashamed

I'll come running back to you

Can't sleep goodnight, I can't eat a bite

When you were mine I didn't sweet your right

Just call my name, I know, I know I'm not ashamed

I'll come running back to you

Just like a king, I've lost everything

I sit all alone on my throne

I've got my pride deep down inside

I'm yours, I'm yours alone

I try to forget, had no regrets

This love about could always start anew

Just call my name, wooh, I know I'm not asamed

I'll come running back to you

I don't know where the game of life will take me... hope its someplace nice...